Your sexy soul mate
You married in your 20's and you fathered some great kids.
Your wife and you tried every position sexually when you
both were young and flexible. But somehow as you both
worked hard and raised your kids you grew apart, you did not
want to do any of the things she wanted to, and you were
afraid to even tell her what you wanted to do. Cause every
time you even touched on the subject of exploring more
sexually maybe swap some, or invite a third you were given a
very cold shoulder. Your wife wasn't as loving as she used
to be, days and days go by and no one touches you, and your
advances are not welcome. Finally this relationship comes
to a sad end.
You date, and at first you are angry with
all women so you date and take. You only want "no strings
attached" and you mean it. If a woman doesn't put out and
fast and the way you want you drop her like a hot potatoe.
Cause your hurt; she (your ex-wife) cut you deep. You
trusted her and she came up short, and for quite a while you
believe all women are your wife in disguise.
Then it
starts to dawn on you, that you have gone for days without
anyone touching you. You miss the sound of a woman's voice,
especially at night. Some nights are so long it feels like
a year. You ache for the one, the one that understands you.
The one woman that wants to touch you, wants to be with
you, and accepts you for who you are. The woman that wants
to have sex with you and is open and excited by the same
things you are.
All the women you are meeting are like
mirrors of the way you used to be right after the divorce.
Having sex with these women is like picking at a scab, you
just want it to heal. They don't trust you, they are
wounded, and they crave touch but are unwilling to really
give themselves to you. Your ready to be given to and to
give again.
Then you see an ad, the picture doesn't tell
you much. You can tell she truly is female, but you cannot
see into her soul. You realize you never cared before about
their souls, now you want to see who they really are.
Her words sound have a quality to them, you can't place
it. Somehow in someway maybe between the lines you read
something. Something that reaches out to you in a different
way than the other ads before did.
You want to contact
her, you want to smell her, and you want to look into her
eyes. You dare to hope.
A meeting for coffee is
arranged. You take a little more care to clean and dress
for this meeting, you feel a bit of excitement that is
different your excited you realize and you don't want to
make a bad first impression.
You meet and she smells
right, she looks real good, everything said fits perfect.
She reached over the table and held your hand and the touch
was one you very much wanted to feel much more.
You are
a little confused, you don't want to rush things and at the
same time you want to fast forward to your anniversary.
You two start dating, and you notice she has a lot of
male names in her address book, on her cell phone. Just
about as many as you have women in yours. You have not been
calling any of them, nor have you been returning their
calls. Your heart knows she isn't calling those guys or
returning their calls either. It's going better than you
ever expected. You don't want to blow it.
Maybe it
could work, maybe she is your sexy soul mate, the one you
dreamed about all your life. She seems to fit perfectly.
She touches you before you notice she is and it feels as
though she melted into you. When you make love you become
one, your receiving and giving and the lines are blurred as
to who is giving and who is receiving. She gives perfect
head, and you swear she reads your soul on when and where to
reach for you, you ache to kiss her everywhere and when you
go down on her you become lost time has no meaning when you
fuck you can not say who of the two of you are making the
motions. She's perfectly adventurous and modest at the same
time.
She is there for you, and you want to be there
for her. Your friends see you two together and see how well
you fit together like you found the lost puzzle pieces of
your life and she did too. Everyone you both respect sees
it.
Your not sure if you want to marry, and she is not
either. But you know you want to be with her forever and
everything you have or will every have you want to share
with her and she feels the same. You both have children and
you both want to leave things to them you both understand
what you mean by that. The two of you know it will all
blend and work because this time you both got it right.
You can enjoy others if and when you want but you don't
have too. When your together time and space are flexible.
You both found your true soul mates and no one got hurt no
one wants to stop you. The universe says to the light is
green, and you both go for it. And it lasts long enough to
quench your thirst. You find peace.
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